10/16/05 04:38 pm
I get these days when I wake up and think "Why do I do the things I do?" The urge to shave my head, throw out all my clothes and start anew. I wasted most of my teenage years in some rank teen angst hysteria and life flew by without me. I missed so many possibilities to find myself, or figure out who I am, but I was so selfish and wound up in my own little world. If some of you met me on the street today (you who I havn't seen in many months), you'd be very surprised at how I act now. My personality is so much better. One day at a time I think I'm grasping the concept of who I am and slowly I will become that person. Something gradual...
